Perfect Match, Secret Marriage Chapter 119 Post-Marital Lifestyle

"Come, let's talk."

Giving him a quizzical look Lu AnLing spoke, "Talk about what?"

Like yesterday, the two claimed one bed as their own as they faced each other. It was easier to talk in this fas.h.i.+on, rather than having them both turn their heard in uncomfortable positions as they spoke.

Kang Jun: "Simple things; who we can tell about our new relations.h.i.+p, what is allowed and what isn't allowed…" Kang Jun looked deeply into Lu AnLing's eyes. "I don't plan on keeping our relations.h.i.+p hidden forever. At some point everyone will know about us, but for now, I'll keep my mouth shut."

"I'm sorry…" Lu AnLing said, but internally, she sighed. 'Already, I'm such a troublesome wife…' She hoped Kang Jun wasn't regretting marrying her.

"You don't have to be. This course of action is for the best, mostly when it comes to finding out what happened to your child and I don't want to state the obvious but…" Kang Jun looked away, "You know that marrying me put's you in a troublesome position?"

Lu AnLing: "I understand the basics of the Kang family and It's not like I was in the best position while I was single either."

Kang Jun frowned slightly before a faraway look appeared in his eyes.

"Maybe... For now, it's too tumultuous and dangerous, so It's best if not many people know about our relations.h.i.+p. I want you to be safe, and for now, this situation provides the safest place for you."

Lu AnLing nodded.

The man's words made her happy. However, truly, she felt as if the situation she was in was for the best. This was because if the Kang family or more of the people they a.s.sociated with were connected to her child's disappearance, then she was in a prime position to know about it.

Kang Jun was thinking the same thing as Lu AnLing but, like her, he didn't voice it.

Lu AnLing: "But if I move into your villa won't people know?"

"You don't need to worry about that. I'll take care of that."

For a while, Lu AnLing and Kang Jun sorted some things out. They mostly concerned the course of action the couple planned on taking when it came to finding her child and simple things that concerned their post-marital lifestyle.

Unsurprisingly Kang Jun wasn't too picky and he allowed the girl to have her way, but because of this, Lu AnLing began to feel uncomfortable. She felt as if she was take take taking but never giving in the slightest.

This was the complete opposite of how she was raised, but that wasn't the problem. In her mind, she believed that that wasn't how marriage was supposed to work.

Suddenly, her father's voice flashes across her head. "Never marry or fall in love. Despite all the happy times, after the honeymoon phase is over, those things always end up causing misery…"

Her father's words sounded like a jinx to Lu AnLing's life, so she brushed his words straight out of her head.

Lu AnLing: "Will we be sleeping in the same bed?"

Kang Jun hesitated for a moment.

"Yes." Then he leaned his arms back onto the bed. "Only if you're okay with it, of course."

There was a pause. There was a question Lu AnLing had been meaning to ask for a while now but the words had always refused to come out.

"Are you going to… do anything?" Lu AnLing finally said. Feeling her face flush, Lu AnLing looked up slightly. "You know, to me?"

Hearing this, Kang Jun's lips tugged up unintentionally.

He couldn't believe those words had just escaped her mouth. Since the first moment she had stepped into his room, Kang Jun wanted to wrap his arms around her and take her. She was his wife, after all. But he refrained. He didn't want to rush it. Though, by doing this, he had caused Lu AnLing to become impatient.

Kang Jun: "We're husband and wife, we'll do that when the time comes, but you don't have to worry. I won't touch you unless you want it."

For some reason, Kang Jun's last sentence sounded much more seductive than it was meant to be.

"What would you do if I told you that I wanted it now?" Lu AnLing couldn't believe the words that had just come out of her mouth.

Kang Jun smirked.

Slowly, the man lifted himself up and moved to her side. He touched her cheek lovingly before he bent down to plant a kiss on her lips.

"Your wish is my command, we can start right away."

Kang Jun's voice was low and s.e.xy.

Lu AnLing couldn't hold herself back. She pulled Kang Jun down and before the man knew it, he was on top of her. Lu AnLing held him in a tight embrace as she kissed him deeply.

Without a second thought, Kang Jun put his hand behind the girls head and reciprocated.

Because she had many friends who were males, Lu AnLing knew that many men disliked shameless and aggressive women but Lu AnLing couldn't help it.

When she wanted something, she went for it will all her heart.

Either way…

She was married to the man... It was okay to be shameless.

Without a second thought, the girl slipped her tongue into the man's mouth. She was delirious, and she wanted him to feel the same.

And boy, did he…

That one night when Kang Jun had almost taken advantage of the girl, he had noticed that she had had a strangely huge s.e.xual appet.i.te. But what he felt at the moment proved that it was only a glimpse of what was to come and he was completely okay with it. More than that, he couldn't wait to roll around in bed with her every single day.

Kang Jun completely gave himself to Lu AnLing but there were some times he wanted to take control.

Slipping his hand under her dress, Kang Jun fondles her large round b.r.e.a.s.t.s

The foreign sensation pushed Lu AnLing to moan.

The sound made Kang Jun fully realize how close they were to consummate their marriage. The thought made his manhood swell and press up against the girl's thigh.

Suddenly, Kang Jun pushed himself off of her and frowned.

"What's wrong?" Lu AnLing asked, almost completely out of breath.

The man's eyes were dark.

Kang Jun: "I don't have a condom."

Lu AnLing curved her mouth into an 'O', as she began to feel dejected. But then, remembering something, the girl bolted off the bed.

The girl ran straight to her bag and reached into it.

"I think I have one." She said.

Hope filled her whole body.

As he watched her, Kang Jun gave the girl a strange but he quickly wiped it off his face so she wouldn't notice. By the time she had found the condom, Kang Jun was just staring at her with antic.i.p.ation.

Looking at the box of condoms in her hand and Kang Jun, she frowned slightly.

'Is it going to fit?'

When it came to things such as s.e.x, Lu AnLing had only gone the whole way once and she could barely remember how any of it had worked. She only remembered bits and pieces, and since then, she remembered to keep a condom with her just in case anything had happened.

Suddenly, a thought came to mind which caused Lu AnLing's face to pale.

Quickly catching it, Kang Jun walked over to it and asked, "What's wrong?"

Lu AnLing didn't move, she just spoke. "You don't think I'm dirty do you?"

"Dirty?" Kang Jun was completely confused now. Why would the girl even say this?

For a long time after she'd gotten pregnant, Lu AnLing felt as if she was lesser than other people. She didn't want to feel that way but she couldn't deny that she did. Back then, her only saving grace was that she was going to become a mother. She would have a child who she could dote upon and love and in turn, they would love her, but once she had lost the child, the inferiority to other women did not cease.

"Mister Kang... you know my past. You know the mistakes I've made. Don't you think I'm... used goods?"

Hearing thus, Kang Jun's eyes softened and he kissed the top of your head. "Nonsense. You're not a 'good', you're a woman. An amazing one at that. I don't care about what happened in the past, and even if I did, I accept it all because all that happened to you turned you into the woman you are today, and that is who I fell in love with. "

Lu AnLing's heart squeezed and tears began to drip from her eyes.

There had been so many feelings and insecurities she'd been keeping hidden away in the deepest parts of her heart, but slowly, Lu AnLing was revealing it to Kang Jun who would quickly make them fade away.

Lu AnLing could easily remember many sad times in her past and they could just as easily envelop her in complete sorrow.

But that was unimportant now…

Kang Jun loved her.

Lu AnLing: "I want you..."

Seeing the girl look at him seductively, Kang Jun started to unb.u.t.ton his s.h.i.+t, but Lu AnLing stopped him.

"Let me" The girl said before she pushed Kang Jun down.

Lu AnLing climbed on top of him.

She was extremely nervous but feeling his erection in between her legs, desire overshadowed the nervousness she'd once felt.

They were still fully clothed so Lu An Ling moved and, like a cat, she arched her back and began to unb.u.t.ton Kang Jun's s.h.i.+rt.

Her hands slightly shook, and as Kang Jun watched her he felt as if she was extremely cute.

He began to help her.

"I can do it." Lu AnLing almost whined.

Her response prompted Kang Jun to smirk. He ran his finger on the girls plump lips and whispered. "I know."

By then, Lu AnLing had finished unb.u.t.toning the man's s.h.i.+rt and it revealed his perfectly toned chest. Already, It was glistening.