X-wing_ Wraith Squadron Part 49

He certainly felt welcome. He lounged on a puff-cot large enough to accommodate his generous frame-with plenty of room for Tyria beside him.

Uniform of the day was bathing suits that might generously be called minimal, and that was a vacation in itself. Beside them on a blanket were half-finished drinks slowly warming in the sun and a small refrigeration unit from which more drinks would emerge as the day grew later.

Up and down the beach, other Wraiths and crewmen ofNight Caller splashed in the waves, lounged on puff-cots, rode recreational speeder bikes, sat drinking around tables under broad reflective parasols. Donos was at the end of the line of cots, alone with his thoughts, but remaining within reach of the other Wraiths instead of distancing himself from them.

Phanan was in Borleias's military hospital, recovering from the loss of his spleen, which had been perforated by shrapnel as he ejected. When Kell had gone to see him, Phanan had explained, "Yes, I got so angry that I had to vent my spleen."

The Wraiths, Kell's fellow pilots, his friends. There were no recriminations in their eyes. Most of them knew that he'd had... some sort of attack back on Ession's moon. They also knew that he'd recovered from it, thrown himself into the worst part of the fight. He'd vaporized more than his share of the enemy and had drawn the fire of even more pilots. Night Caller, her sensors overwhelmed by the deliberately faulty emissions of the nearby retransmission dish and the dust cloud she was kicking up, had no record of his temporary vacation from reality. So, like Donos's collapse, it wasn't spoken of. It hadn't happened.

And it wouldn't happen again. All he'd ever have to do is imagine what would become of the people he loved if he abandoned them.

He glanced down at Tyria, a teasing remark on his lips; but she was asleep, her head on his shoulder as though it were a pillow.

A shadow fell across them.

Admiral Ackbar stood above him.

Kell saluted out of reflex. "Sir."

"Don't get up." The admiral moved to sit on the next puff-cot over. He turned toward the water, looking at it, as far as Kell could read his posture, with a longing expression. "I am sorry I was not able to speak to you on Talasea."

"I... was avoiding you, sir."

Ackbar turned one eye toward him. "Why?"

"I was ashamed." He wouldn't have been able to say it a week ago. Now, the words were difficult, but not impossible to utter.

"For not being able to save Jesmin?"

"Yes, sir."

"I came to thank you. When I read what you tried to do for her... well, it is cruel to learn one you love has died so far away from the heart of her clan, but at least I knew she was in the midst of good friends.

Friends close enough to try such a thing."

"She was, sir."

Ackbar took a last, long look at the water, then rose. "Enjoy your leave, Lieutenant. Come back strong and invigorated. Warlord Zsinj is still out there."

"I have a special greeting ready for him, sir."

Ackbar made a gravelly noise like a chuckle and walked away from the sea.

At the top of the hill, Wedge waited in his skimmer.

The admiral climbed awkwardly in. "You're still fully dressed, Commander.

Shouldn't you be wearing a sc.r.a.p and enjoying the weather and the water as they are?"

Wedge set the skimmer in motion, wheeling it around toward the flat field where the X-wings and shuttles waited. "I'm not really as close to the Wraiths as I am to the Rogues, sir. I think I'd make them uncomfortable."

"So, you are not 'one of the lads'? More like a real officer? As intimidating as a general?"

"Oh, yes, our bet. Actually, I was rather hoping you'd take this opportunity to acknowledge that the Wraiths had 'proven their worth,' as you put it."

"Your three months aren't up, General. You are still in danger."

Wedge smiled. "Admiral, that's the story of my life."

ABOUT THE AUTHOR.

Aaron Allston is an award-winning games designer and author. He has written eight science fiction/fantasy novels, as well as some short fiction. In addition to this, he has contributed adventure scenarios, articles, columns, and reviews to computer game publications such as Adventurers Club, Computer Gaming World, Different Worlds, Fantasy Gamer and more. Under his editors.h.i.+p, s.p.a.ce Gamer Magazine won the H. G. Wells Award for Best Role-Playing Magazine in 1982 and The Savage Empire won Game Player magazine's Best PC Fantasy Role-Playing Game award in 1990.

Texas born Allston has been nominated for the Origins Awards' Hall of Fame category.

He lives in Roundrock, Texas, and is working on the next X-wing book.