Shopaholic And Sister Part 20

"But . . . it's only three pounds," I say. "It's a total bargain!"

"I don't need it." Jess shrugs.

"But . . ."

I'm at a loss for words. How can you not buy a bracelet for three pounds? How?

"There you are, Becky!" says Sandra, handing over the rope cords of my carrier bags. There are two of them-all pale pink and glossy and scrumptious-but as my hands close round the handles I don't feel my customary rush of delight. In fact, I barely feel anything. I'm too confused.

"Well . . . bye, then!" I say. "And thanks! See you soon!"

"Bye, Becky darling!" says Georgina. "And . . . Jess," she adds. "See you again, I hope."

"Becky!" says Sandra. "Before you go, just let me give you the leaflet about our sale."

She hurries over, hands me a glossy leaflet, and leans forward.

"I'm not being funny or anything," she says into my ear. "But . . . are you sure she's your sister?"

"So!" I say uncertainly as we emerge into the street. "That was fun!" I glance at Jess, but she's got that composed, matter-of-fact expression and I can't tell what she's thinking. I wish just once she'd smile. Or say, "Yes, it was fab!"

"It's a shame you didn't find anything in Georgina's," I venture. "Did you . . . like the clothes?"

Jess shrugs. I knew it. She just hates my taste. All that pretending she doesn't need any clothes was just to be polite.

I mean, who doesn't need a T-s.h.i.+rt?

Well, never mind. We'll just have to find different shops. Shops that Jess likes. As we head down the sunny street, I'm thinking hard. Not skirts . . . not bracelets . . . Jeans! Everyone likes jeans. Perfect.

"I really need a new pair of jeans," I say casually.

"Why?" Jess frowns. "What's wrong with the jeans you're wearing?"

"Well . . . nothing. But I need some more!" I say with a laugh. "I want some a bit longer than these, not too low-slung, maybe in a really dark inky blue. . . ."

I look at Jess expectantly, waiting for her to respond. But she just continues walking.

"So . . . do you need any jeans?" I feel like I'm pus.h.i.+ng a heavy rock uphill.

"No," says Jess. "But you go ahead."

"Maybe another time." I force a smile. "It doesn't matter."

By now we've reached the corner-and yes! L.K. Bennett is having a sale!

"Look at these!" I exclaim in excitement, hurrying to the big window filled with colorful strappy sandals. "Aren't they gorgeous? What kind of shoes do you like?"

Jess runs her eyes over the display.

"I don't really bother much with shoes," she says. "No one ever notices shoes."

For a moment my legs feel weak with shock.

No one ever notices shoes?

But . . . of course! She's joking! I'm going to have to get used to her dry sense of humor.

"Ohhhh, you!" I say, and give her a friendly push. "Well . . . I might just pop in and try some on, if you don't mind?"

If I try on enough pairs, I'm thinking, Jess is bound to join in too.

Except . . . she doesn't. Not at the next shop, either. Nor does she try any of the perfumes or makeup at s.p.a.ce.NK. I'm laden with bags, but Jess still doesn't have one thing. She can't be enjoying herself. She must think I'm a rubbish sister.

"Do you need any . . . kitchenware?" I suggest in desperation.

We could buy cool ap.r.o.ns, or some chrome gadgety things. . . . But Jess is shaking her head.

"I get all mine from the discount warehouse. It's much cheaper than the high street."

"Well, what about . . . luggage!" I exclaim, suddenly inspired. "Luggage is one of those areas you can really forget about-"

"I don't need any luggage," says Jess. "I've got my rucksack."

"Right."

I'm totally running out of ideas. What else is there? Lamps, maybe? Or . . . rugs?

Suddenly Jess's eyes light up.

"Hang on," she says, sounding more animated than she has all day. "Do you mind if I go in here?"

I stop still. We're outside a tiny, quite nondescript stationery shop, which I've never been into.

"Absolutely!" My words come tumbling out in a whoosh of relief. "Go ahead! Fantastic!"

Stationery! Of course! Why on earth didn't I think of that before? She's a student . . . she writes all the time . . . that must be her thing!

The shop is so narrow I'm not sure I'll fit in with all my carrier bags, so I wait outside on the pavement, thrilled she's finally shown an interest in something. I wonder what she's buying. Gorgeous notebooks? Or handmade cards? Or maybe some beautiful fountain pen?

I mean, all kudos to her. I'd never even noticed this shop before!

"So, what did you buy?" I demand in excitement as soon as she comes out holding two bulging carrier bags. "Show! Show!"

Jess looks blank.

"I didn't buy anything," she says.

"But . . . your carrier bags! What's in them?"

"Didn't you see the sign?" She gestures at a handwritten postcard in the window. "They're giving away used padded envelopes."

She opens up her carriers to reveal a selection of battered Jiffy bags and a bundle of squashed-up, graying bubble wrap.

"I must have saved at least ten pounds," she adds with satisfaction. "And they'll always come in handy."

I'm speechless.

"Er . . . fab!" I manage at last. "They're really gorgeous! I love the . . . um . . . labels. So . . . we've both done really well! Let's go and have a cappuccino!"

There's a coffee shop round the corner, and as we approach it my spirits begin to rise again. So maybe the shopping hasn't gone as I imagined, but it doesn't matter. The point is, here we are, two sisters, coming for a cappuccino and a gossip together! We'll sit at a lovely marble table, and sip our coffees, and tell each other all about ourselves. . . .

"I brought a flask," comes Jess's voice behind me.

I turn round to see Jess taking a white plastic flask out of her rucksack.

"What?" I say faintly.

"We don't want that overpriced coffee." She jabs a thumb at the cafe. "The markup at those places is appalling."

"But . . ."

"We can sit on this bench. I'll just wipe it clean."

I gaze at her in rising dismay. I cannot have my first-ever coffee with my long-lost sister sitting on some grotty old bench, swigging out of a flask.

"But I want to go into a nice coffee shop!" The words rush out before I can stop them. "And sit at a marble table, and have a proper cappuccino!"

Jess is surveying me with pained disapproval, as though she can't believe anyone would be so shallow.

"Please?" I say plaintively.

"Oh," says Jess. "Well, OK." She closes up her flask. "But you should get into the habit of making your own. You could save hundreds of pounds a year. Just buy a secondhand flask. And you can use coffee grounds at least twice. The flavor's fine. . . ."

"I'll . . . bear that in mind," I say, barely listening. "Come on!"

The coffee shop is all warm and aromatic, with a fabulous smell of coffee. There are spotlights dancing on the marble tables, and music playing, and a happy, cheerful buzz.

"You see?" I beam at Jess. "Isn't this nice? A table for me and my sister, please," I add happily to a waiter standing by the door.

I so love saying that! My sister.

We sit down and I put all my shopping bags on the floor-and feel myself start to relax. This is better. In fact, this is what we should have done first of all.

A waitress who looks about twelve and is wearing a badge saying it's my first day! approaches our table.

"Hi!" I greet her. "I'd like a cappuccino, please. We should be having champagne, really," I can't resist adding. "We're long-lost sisters!"

"Wow!" says the waitress. "Cool!"

"I'll just have some plain tap water, thanks," says Jess, closing her menu.

"Don't you want a nice frothy coffee?" I say in surprise.

"I don't want to pay vastly inflated prices to a global moneymaking corporation." She gives the waitress a severe look. "Do you think a 400 percent profit margin is ethical?"

"Um . . ." The waitress looks stumped. "Did you want ice in your water?" she says at last.

"Have a coffee too," I say quickly. "Go on." I look at the waitress. "She'll have a cappuccino." I turn to Jess. "You get a free chocolate in the saucer!"

As the waitress scuttles away, Jess frowns.

"Do you know the real cost of making a cappuccino? It's a few pence. And we're being charged nearly two pounds."

G.o.d, Jess has a bit of a thing about coffee, doesn't she? But never mind. I'll just change the subject.

"So!" I lean back and spread my arms. "Tell me all about yourself."

"What do you want to know?" says Jess.

"Everything!" I say enthusiastically. "Like . . . what are your hobbies, apart from walking?"

She ponders for a few moments.

"I like caving," she says at last, as the waitress puts two cappuccinos down in front of us.

"Caving!" I echo. "Is that where you . . . go into caves?"

Jess gives me a look over her cup.

"That's basically it, yes."

"Wow! That's really . . ."

I'm struggling for words. What can I say about caves? Apart from they're all dark and cold and slimy.

"That's really interesting!" I say at last. "I'd love to go in a cave!"

"And of course rocks," Jess adds. "That's my main interest."

"Me too! Especially great big s.h.i.+ny rocks from Tiffany's!" I laugh, to show I'm joking, but Jess doesn't react. I'm not entirely sure she got it.