Amber And Her Wolves 13 Chapter 13 Suicide

I had decided that the only way that Alec wouldn't get his way, Dominic didn't get is way and I could get what I wanted was dying. That way neither of them got me and I got to see my parents again. Danial asked where I was going and I said to see my parents. "You better mean their graves." He said grabbing my arms. I didn't reply which gave him his answer. "What the f.u.c.k? Your not going anywhere do you understand me? you are not going to f.u.c.king die!" He shouted at me.

"I have too! This way I can see me parents again and Dominic won't get me and Alec can have a decent mate. One that's a werewolf!" I shouted back. I broke out of his grip and knocked him out. I ran out of the house and back to mine. I went to the shed and packed some chains and weights into a bag. I got into a car and drove to my favourite place. It looked so beautiful. I had thought of suicide after my parents died. Everyone told me that I was ok and it meant I had more opportunities. They tried to tell me that my parents dying was a good thing. I could keep a fake smile on and then secretly plan on killing them. It was a three hour drive and I knew that it wouldn't make me change my mind. Nothing would. Danial would probably be awake by then and raise the alarm. They would be too late though. I took in the view as I drove. The last time that I would see this view. I liked it. It was sunny today and the trees gave off the right amount of shade. I was listening to the music that my parents and I would listen to. Old music like the 80's and 90's. I listened and sang where I could.

I had finally got to the clearing. I parked and it looked as peaceful as ever. To think soon this would be cornered off with police tape because of me. I took my jacket off making sure that it was in the car, not that it mattered anyway. I checked my phone and Danial had been blowing it up asking where I was and telling me not to do anything stupid. I went over to the pond and wrapped the chains around my legs. I attached the other end to the weight. I was near the deep end and dropped the weight into the water. I followed after it and took my last breath. I felt myself slowly slip into darkness. I opened my eyes and didn't believe what I saw.